You know the best part about a blog? The fact that I could go on saying endless things and you can decide if you want to sit through it or not. It's optional for you. I don't have to bore you with my thoughts but if you do take the time to sit through, I appreciate you. You're listening to my nonsensical rant about potentially nothing and that means a lot to me.
Blogging is like going to therapy, but free! And who doesn't like free?
I haven't written in a good while, and why, I'm not exactly sure. It feels good to get all this "crap" out. Thoughts, especially when you have anxiety, are very hazardous sometimes. They put on extra weight. It'd be pretty awesome if I lost 5 lbs every time I blogged (I'd do it all the time!), but it's different. I guess neurons and brain cells don't really weigh that much.
I wish there was a way to download your ideas onto a thumb drive and set it off to the side until you need to revisit it later. There's no reason why we need to be bombarded by every single thing in our life, especially when it's negative. When you think negative, you feel negative. When you feel negative, you look negative; and when you look negative people are negative towards you, and then it's just an endless out-of-control spiral situation that nobody wants to deal with.
I really had no idea what I was going to post about today but all I knew was that I didn't feel good, emotionally. I'm irritable and anxious. I'm not a fan of either of those. I'm bitchy lately and I'm not sure why.
I have things going on right now but I just don't feel like writing about those today so I'll leave those for another day.
I think that's about it for now.
