Here it is..

So, the real reason why I think I don't blog is this: I don't like to face the issues going on.  I would rather just leave it alone.  I feel good some days and not so good on others.  Today is one of those in between days.  I feel happy and sad at the same time, because I'm not really sure what to do at this moment.

I don't even know how I feel.

So I found out through Facebook that my dad is visiting Florida from Pennsylvania.  I haven't seen him since February and he didn't even call.  I understand the fact that he had to check in by a certain time and that he was traveling to get to the place to put away the frozen/refrigerated goods.  What I don't understand is why it wasn't important enough for you to call.

He said the only reason he had to come to Jacksonville was for my sister & I...... So you mean to tell me that wasn't reason enough for you to call???  A simple phone call..  I mean, it's been 9 months since I've seen you and I wasn't important enough for you to stop by even for two seconds to give me a hug? Really?

I'm heartbroken and angry. Supposedly I'm so close to my dad, but apparently not.  My aunt knew he was coming down, but my sister nor myself knew anything about it.  I just don't get it.. 

Hypoglycemia

If you have any idea what Hypoglycemia is, you know what I mean when I say, "I'm just SO tired."  What's the worst part about that?  There's absolutely NOTHING you can do about it.  I mean sure I can stuff myself with sugar, sugar, and more sugar, but I'm not really a sweets person.  I never have been.  If this was something that salt would cure, I'd be healed immediately.  In conjunction with the soda and candy I eat, I've also been taking Vitamin B12 to supplement my energy.  Sometimes it works, sometimes not so much.

Each weekend, I find myself just anticipating sleep.  I LOVE sleep.  I could sleep all day if I had the option to do so, but you know, there's that thing called WORK I have to do every day.

Tomorrow, I think I will touch base on the changes I've experienced at work in the last 2 weeks or so.. they're good.